Josh’s Random Non-Sense!

The answer to this question?
Everything.

I’m completely lost now. About two weeks ago (more or less) my dad and I managed to get into another major quarrel and because I’m just not in the mood to go over every single little detail right now I’m just going to give you all the “small” version.

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To My Dearest Bailey, who is now in kitty heaven.
:’(

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PITY

-josh

PS. I just couldn’t help myself … oh wait … ””’

PSS. Julie is my hero … she saved me from boredom and I suppose many other things this terrible, horrible, no-good, very-bad, weekend … and for that … I am oh so grateful! <3 *muah*

So, if you hadn’t noticed … I wasn’t there.
Why, you ask? … the story … is kind of retarded to say the least.

My dad has been on this whole power-trip lately. He gets annoyed when anyone burps and doesn’t immediately say “EXCUSE ME!” If you don’t say it, he gets mad … and by mad … I mean MAD! It’s so stupid. I’m not the only one who burps in those house. Lindsey (my step-sister), Dillon (my step-brother), and Carolyn (my step-mother) ALL BURP ALL THE TIME!!!
Do they get in as much trouble as I do when I do it? No. You know why? Because my dad likes to make an example out of me for them to see, so he doesn’t seem like he treats me any differently than he does them (interesting how that works out, isn’t it?). Can you say “hipocracy?”
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I had two interviews today with the assistant manger and the general manager at the CompUSA in Cool Springs right after school today. When I got there I had to wait about 10 minutes before the assistant manager would talk to me. We talked for a while and he asked a whole bunch of questions about me and my expertise about computers and other junk like that. He was looking around for a little while, and then picked up a sheet of paper that had three digital camera models and specs. on it and he asked me to sell him the first one. I was like … ohhhkkkayyy…
So I did … he acted like he didn’t know what “megapixels” meant … I more than explained it to him. He was fairly impressed … and then told me that this is where they would insert the little bit about getting a warrenty and whatnot. Overall, I think I did well. I had to take a friggin’ long survey that was 100 questions (many of which were oh so very redundant). I believe I passed, but right afterwards they made me wait for about 20 - 30 minutes outside the room. I was kinda bored, but whatever. The woman who “administered” my survey told me to come back at 1pm tomorrow. I was like “I don’t get out of school until 3pm …” She said that I could just come straight from school then. I laughed.
I have another interview tomorrow with the general manager, because he hurt his back or something and had to leave before I got there. I’m pretty sure that I have the job, but nothings a sure thing (especially with my luck lately).
Welly, I have to finish up some more homework and whatnot.

Adios,
-Josh “the SALESman!”

I’m having a very hard time expressing the thoughts in my head write now. A part of me just wants to spill its guts, and the other part just wants absolutely nobody to know … and I can’t decide between the two. There is so much inside of me that I’m just not saying; so much stress. Will it ever end? Will the pain ever go away? And if so, then when? Before I die?
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Why in the world do I do some of the things I do?
Was I put on this earth just to make people agitated?
When will my purpetual back luck end?

I’ll ellaborate on this tomorrow … until then … please pray for my decision making skills.

-josh